My Husband

I miss him so much, and I love him for who HE is..We have been threw So much JOY, and HEARTACHE together, and I have to say looking back to July 15, 2000, I love him so much more now, I thought the amount of love I felt for him on that day was untouchable but WOW, its grown. We were young when we said our vows, but were truely 110% crazy in love with each other. We never wanted to be apart, we were bestfriends and insanely physically attached..HA! Last night just laying in bed I was thinking ya know, I'm so In Love with who he is, not to mention what he has given me, a good life, and beautiful children, but WHO JASON is, as a man, I'm proud of him, mistakes and all, b/c I can't help but love him unconditionally. I know that's what God hoped for when He created marriage, was for one another to accept, love and forgive each other entirely. I have to admit I hold on to things from time to time, but I feel like I'm at a new season in my life. I want to completely LET the past go, hurt go and not just from our relationship but from others...
I believe in my Jesus and what he can restore and heal and I believe in my husband, and I never want either of them to lose hope in me or in us b/c of things I/we can't get passed.
I commited my life once more to Jesus last night to start a fresh and anew. I want more in this life, I want to love deeper as he does and experience things and relationships in a whole new light..
Just thought I'd share that..